just wanting to give my dedications to ALL my friends out there .. b/c w/o you all iono where i would be right now in my life. without some of you ppl i would prolly those smart asses w/ no style all geeky and everything so uncool but no b/c of you im the cool stylish smartasses and i thank you. nobody is gunna ever replace you guys in my life. even if we do start to become far apart ima still remember you. ill come visit, but if yallz 4get who i am ima kick yallz asses! LOL jokes jokes. but still. omgxh this was the HARDEST descion of my life so far : either leave all my friends, close friends, and best friends here in vegas or stay here and watch my mom, sisters, and bro fly back to chi`twn without me. only if you guys understood that i want to stay here and be with you guys but i cant, i need my family.

if you guys are worried that im the one that`s gunna forget you, well you`re wrong. how can i forget the ppl that has help`d me in the most dramatic and most important point in my life? helping me thru the good & the bad, the hard & easy, heartbreak & laughter. alla you have been there for me in some way and i cant just drop alla that. some ive known you since the 5th grade, others in the 6th grade and the list goes on. even if i did just meet you a week ago still wont forget you. altho i hafta admit some of you guys do get on my nerves sometimes but you kno wat i dont care b/c everything always works out in the end even if you start to isolate me 4rm the groups and everything but yallz always make it up to me.

i kno yallz are gunna miss the laid-back girl that has no care in the world and looks like that has the least drama in her life giving all these advices and always having money LOL its not like ima not miss you guys and your drama in life and you guys asking money and everything ima miss everything. its not gunna be the same over there, even if i do make friends over there they arent gunna have the same standards like you guys do. if there was ne thing i can do i would take you guys with me. but obviously that can never happen.

looking back in those summer nights when most of you guys would spend the night @ my house every damn day .. ima miss those, our laughters, inside jokes and everything. those parties yehhh and some of the parties where there wasnt a BIG ass crowd .. it would just be the CLOSEST friends in the group, we would just sit there discussing our problems, those water fights yehhh, that one halloween when we got some popsicles and lumpia @ one flipino house and girls vs. boys during that and of course the boys got bomb`d by whipp cream, eggs, and alla that good stuff. wow ! all those pranks me and rochelle would do to brian on his bday that`s great. there`s just so much memories that i will not forget.

you are wat make me, me. i get the style from you guys just looking @ you, my slang and everything from you my personality is all from everyone of you, my friends. yeh i kno i always say that i love being my unique self doing everything different from everyone else thats b/c i love acting like each one of you that it would be so bunch`d up 2gether that it really does seem like im doing my own lil thing. yallz call me the smart one when i learn my techniques from you. yallz are the one teaching me so much things you just hafta see it.

EVERYTHING i am now is b/c all of you. i just wish that i can stay a lil longer but i cant. nothing can compare the love i have for each one of you. each one of you has done so much for me over the years and i dont want that to stop. whenever anyone of you need me ima be there ill get out of my way just to help you. and i would to b/c im that kind of person. i love you all you guys are just the greatest. i hope we always keep in touch.

yehh .. iono im just bored .. and kinda stress`d .. im alrdy start`n to pack my shyiiet in the luggages and boxes .. wow ima hella miss my friends .. -_-''

EVERYONE I KNO, I NEED TO KNO WAT YOU GUYS ARE DOING THIS SATURDAY OR NEXT SATURDAY B/C I WANNA TAKE THIS BIG ASS GROUP PICTURE @ BLVD. MALL SO I HAVE REMEMBERENCE OF YOU GUYS BEFORE I MOVE!!

its true .. b/c my friends here in vegas, you guys are like no other ppl. im not gunna ever forget you guys .. but yes please come and tell me .. just give me a call alright yallz should kno my number .. if not hella ppl can give it to you , and i see most of you in school ..

any the ways .. for the past 2days .. ive been job searching with my best homeboi dustin. giving him locations to call @ .. giving him information on wat he needs yehh .. the whole 10 yards. 2day we went to the belz outlet mall thing and we went walking and made him apply to all these cool stores .. i saw hella ppl .. tica (of course), anne, and lorrie .. iono that day was like the day to go LOL .. but ne ways .. after that we walk`d dwn popeyes, no one noticed me .. kuhz i kinda didnt wanna be seen and then we walk`d on over to baskinRobins .. i love the smell in there and i love their icecream !! dustin applied there tooh .. so he better get that job b/c ima visit his ass everyday kuhz i love it there !!

okai .. after the long day of waking up early, going to work, job hunting, see`n some pplz .. im here now .. @ home .. hella tired but not sleepy.. and i dont kno wat to do ...

but again ...

plz come on saturday !! i wanna do that really bad! it would mean so much to me !

yeh for those of you that are wondering .. yes the rumors are true .. i am moving .. this is my last month here .. im leaving oct. 2nd @ night .. so yeh .. i have no choice but ima miss you guys hella ..

well yeh 2day was the first day of school .. the only highlight of the day was seeing friends and friends in my classes.. everything else was gay !!!! and i mean hella gay .. DONT EVER GO TO FKN LIBERTY HS one of the gayest schools out there !! shyiiet

to start, i slept like 3 almost 4am, woke up @ 530 and miss`d the bus!! so me and my sister hadta walk halfway to school and we came across another bus stop to school so that was lucky, and then i waited for friends @ school to arrive b/c i didnt wanna go inside looking like a loner and when they finally came we chill`d in the court yard... i went to the wrong homeroom so yeh kinda got me mad .. and then 1st period i didnt really have ne one there so that`s my LONER class the only one there is my cousin micaela, but not the same, 2nd per. i have photo1 again, and i thought i`d be a loner as well but nooo i have one person there, my ateh tica! so that made it all better and im not gunna complain and change the class, 3rd per. i have health with foti, ashley e., and i dont kno who else but theres more LOL, 4th per. i have publications1 with a whole bunch of freshies!! i prolly kno like 3-5 freshies up in there that are cool with me,, others i dont have a clue who the fuck they are so i was gett`n mad in that class but then my best buddy jeff is there!! hella cool !! made me feel better. 5th per. is spanish with amanda! LOL this should be interesting. 6th is wld.lit. with jamie ,  rhodson , micaela , foti , julie , abby , and that`s it .. so that`s cool, 7th is algebra2 with my old vball coach ozowa LOL he was like "noo! get out i dont want you here!" so yeh that`s cool and i have that with ateh tica and julie and christina, cool cool, and 8th is chem. just jessika, micaela, rochelle, and i think that`s all ..

yeh might sound fun but it was gay mann !! i mean i didnt even see half of the ppl 2day !! and everyone is all seperated and shyiiet b/c of this whole 2lunches thing !! i love that one lunch we had last yr. it was so much better everyone was all 2gether, and shyiiet we hafta pay for our planners now!! last yr. it was free! wth is this crap?! and the uniforms always suck ass and this is wat piss`d me off the most .. you kno that whole 10 unexcused absences thing?? well they cut it dwn to only 6!!! fkn gay as hell !! i swear, and of course we have the principal slut literally !! dannnngggg hate this shyiiet, i was gunna see if i can go to silverado but then again i dont have rides to go there everyday -_-'' .. but ill manage this shyiiet .. ill make it better ..

alright finally after school i got home around 130-140 then i hadta get rdy for work and catch the 2:15pm bus b/c i start work @ 3pm soo yeh .. i work`d and then i came home around 8. school, home, work, its my life now .. i miss playing my sports tho -_-''

well yeh ima chill and you should to .. i had a pretty long ass day .. pce !

well chyeah .. finally something to write about up in this blog xanga .. havent written ne thing lately b/c all ive been doing was home, work, home, work, back and forth .. not that interesting .. but yeh ..

anyways i have just gotten home 4rm my trip to disneyland .. that was also my first time stepping into california grounds .. so that was interesting .. but when i first got there i thought id have a blast the first day but the first day up in cali suck`d ass mann .. i hated it .. i expect`d all this excitment and wat-not but nooooo i was dirty, stinky, sticky, and itchy .. omgxh i hated it .. b/c we had to stop by a family`s house that i never heard of until i got there .. b/c they were my grandmother`s first cousins but my dad didnt even meet them before so i was piss`d off how we had to stay there and go to there house and go some boring place and go back 2 their house i swear it was just back and fourth back and forth .. gosh hated that shyiiet, i mean family is cool and all but i never met them b4 so its like chill`n with some complete strangers .. and then we FINALLY got to go to the damn hotel where i finally relax`d and took a shower and everything .. felt so much more comfortable

well that was day numero uno ..
2nd day we woke up early to get to the whole point of the whole trip .. we went to disneyland .. @ first i was disappoint`d b/c i wanted to go to cali adventure with ALL the rides .. but then it got better .. some of the rides was cool i mean you gotta go and try "indiana jones adventure" omgxh that ride scared the shyiiet outta me ... i mean if yallz didnt kno .. i kinda have a phobia with anacondas (and other nonsence that dont really happen) but there was like an anaconda up in that ride i swear it came right towards me i scream`d like there was no 2mrw mann !!! ne ways .. uhhm .. i got a suvenior (spelling) its a goofy hat !! and i got my mommy a shirt b/c she couldnt come b/c she hadta go to work .. lucky for me my boss gave me the days off .. they`re so cool .. ok im gett`n off the subj, and while we were there .. we met some of the disny characters but not all .. i wanted to meet everyone but it was so hard .. i coulnt get to the winnie the pooh and friends b/c they didnt show ne more and i was bumb`d .. its okai tho .. i got some others x) .. ooohh and the best part of the whole day was the fireworks to celebrate the 50th anni of disneyland .. it was tight !! shooting stars and everything i loved the whole lightes and everything ..its hella better than wat the strip does for 4th of july b/c i mean @ disney`s, their firework pictures actually come out all correct and str8 and everything awesome !! .. but damn .. walk`n around for about 13hrs in chucks ... hella not right ..and all you fuckers that kept call`n me during my enjoynment in disneyland you guys are so gay ! LOL i dont get it .. the first day in cali i was bored and wat-not but when i finally have some fun yallz call wat is wrong with yallz .. kill joys hahaha ..

well 3rd day .
home. yeah.. that was alll just 3days .. mainly b/c i hadta go back to work 2mrw, my dad hasta go to work as well .. yeh its work`s fault mann dont matter .. b/c im glad im in a house with some home cook`d food and everything yehhh .. but damnitt .. im mad b/c im try`n to burn a cd and its not working .. ugly .. but ne ways .. ima cut this right now .. pictures shall be up soon . when i feel like uploading it all and everything LOL pce!

okai herre you guys are .. pix .. not alla them tho .. didnt feel like putt`n all of them up so they remain a mystery LOL

^^early in the morning on our way to cali^^

^^my first step ever on cali grounds^^

^^grandmother,me,julius wait`n on the fireworks^^

^^statue of an anaconda^^

^^mickey&me^^

^^the fam w/ pluto!^^

^^sisters,bro, and me with buzz!^^

^^the scenery is awesome..my bro in the beach.. i like my artistic flare^^

^^going back to vegas^^

alright that`s all i would show you .. pce!